When we are young we learn numbers. The first are likely 1-50 and then the day of our birth and our corresponding age. The next would...

I haven't blogged in "a minute". Which is a new expression I don't care for. What's with all this new language, dances, tik toks....I...

There are people who read the end of the book before they decide if they're going to buy the book but buy the book anyway, knowing how it...

It's been a minute. I feel that I haven't had much to say, yet I've been through so much. This isn't an easy blog to write. SO please...

Ok so, everything isn't a pile of shit. I retract that statement. The dog is still dying, but who isn't? He had a skin infection I let...

Everything is shit. Our dog is dying. Jason is a stranger to me. I'm in a harm reduction program for substance abuse. My yearly tests are...

May 20, 2020 was the day they amputated my breasts and my lymphatic system from my dominant side. At the time I just wanted the cancer...

So it's been over a year since my diagnosis. If you haven't been diagnosed with cancer you really just don't know what it does to you. ...

I'm recovering. I've had a few pathetic little runs around the block. It took everything to get me out there. All that determination...

When you start a week in the OR, it's not a blazing Monday. You're not singing from the rooftoops. You're not rolling into the OR like...

My next surgery is scheduled for April 26. This is almost a year to the date I finished the last round of Taxol chemo. This time a year...

This past week was a real Mother F**cker. Tuesday I had a Chest X-ray to rule out lung metastsis and to check on the status of my...

He doesn't even like when I mention his name. He is a private and very independent person. Still...tomorrow he turns 48. He doesn't...

So today I went to the Cancer Hospital. It's like old news now. I know where to go. I see families bringing loved ones to the door to...

Bear with me now. It might help if you read this entry while listening to Nirvana's In Bloom on repeat. I haven't written in a few weeks....

So I had my surgery yesterday. Checking in and being there again made me so anxious and waiting to go in to surgery they had to sedate...

I've waited for 3 weeks for a hair appointment. I wanted to dye it blonde. I decided to be fun with it, feel a little more like me.......

Oh man. I didn't intend to write a blog today but when I get the itch...I can't deny it. Today we had a socially distanced visit at my...

So the surgery didn't happen. I spent the day of in bed feeling sorry for myself. Recovering from the mental stress before a surgery,...

Ah.. I do love the weather network. I watch daily. Sometimes I believe it. I like the conversation before the big storms. ...